`Monday, August 29, 2005;__
boring
i'm here to post again. too lazy to do annything these days.
life is getting from bad to worst! aint colourful at all is just
so dull BLACK & WHITE! i cant take it anymore!
life with a partner is just not wad i really want. seriously
i dont think i'm ready yet but i still go for it. am i really
forget everything abt my past? am i ready for my future?
i dont noe i'm confussed!
life in school is just like in hell. nothing to spice up my day
no motivation no aim no goal no future no nothing!
i just so hate the word study! i cant study i'm not tt kinda
type who can study so i'm giving up. pls bless me.
yesterday stayed at home the whole day till abt 7.30 den went
to the cell group at one of my mums frens hse. alot ppl there
i felt really guilty when we all were praying. really guilty.
so today wake up at 9 went church at arnd 9.30.
was feeling really tired. went 888 to buy some stuffs den
came back home.den later relatives came . omg the baby she
is so cute! her name is angelina wu qian qian. haha really cute.
okay so went 888 again in the afternoon my bro bought a
bicycle. and yeas tts m y day! BORING!
do i really feel that way? am i really inlove with u? or some other feelings?
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 10:25 AM;__
